Whoa is me.

I cried when Jeff left for work this morning. I tossed and turned all night as a little headache I had yesterday turned into a migraine as I slept. I just couldn't get comfortable. When I got up, I thought "this is bad, but not too bad." Then I poured a bowl of cereal and I got nauseous. Then I was seeing little white flashes and the tears came because I knew Jeff had to go to work and I was stuck here with my beautful children who need constant attention. In my mind I am thinking there is NO WAY I'm going to make it. Well, I ate enough cereal to get the excedrin down and 1 1/2 hours later I'm feeling a little better, but it is still there. Now an annoying ache in my neck that works its way up behind my right eye. When the excedrin starts to wear off, it will be back with a vengence. I guess I should be grateful that it's no so bad I'm actually vomitting and can't be in the light (though the sun shining through the window is painful to my head). I have to love my children this morning too because they have played contently by themselves while I laid on the couch with ice on my neck. This is the life of a stay at home mom with toddlers. You just keep on keeping on. You dress them, feed them, brush their hair and teeth....all the while squinting your eyes because it blocks out some of the light and trying not to throw up on them. Me, I'm still in my PJs and thinking about how I wish I had a grandparent to call....whoa is me. Four months to go!